I'm afraid...

i wanna be with you...
i truely, truely do...
i wanna be that guy that brings your wonderful smile around...
to be the guy that keeps you laughing...
to be there for you when you're down...
to support you in times of your greatest need...



but i'm too afraid my immaturity will cost me our closeness...
i dun want things between us to break...
the way we are now puts me in a very comfortable position...
the thought of loving you nvr crossed my mind...
but now my heart longs for it...
calling you my dear, is different from calling other girls my dear...
for others, it just means... my dear friend... as all friends are...
but you... who is truely precious to me...
when i say my dear, i long for you to be mine...
i can nvr be calm around you...
i'm always wanting to make you smile and stay happy...
i wanna make you so happy that in your time with me...
i make you forget your wordly sadness...
even if just for a while...
even if its just an illusion i cast on you...
i wanna make you feel like the happiest and luckiest girl in the whole wide world...











i really love you hon...
i'll nvr give up on you...
no matter what...
only if you tell me to my face...
that you have no feelings whatsoever for me...
then will i break down...and possibly try to will myself to live without you...
and cope with nvr being able to have you as my own...