biggest mistake of my life...

i wanna stop being someone i'm not...

i dun wanna try to be smart...
i dun wanna try to be cool...
i dun wanna have to try to fall in love...
i dun wanna have to do work coz someone tells me to...

i wanna start being me...
i wanna start to read books coz i liked it...
i wanna draw again coz i liked it...
i... wanna go out with you again coz i liked it...
i... dun wanna have to pretend to be happy...
i... wanna leave my face to be what it wants to be...

if i dun smile, dun force me to...
if i dun frown, dun force me to...
if i'm not happy, dun make me...
if i'm not angry, dun make me...

just leave me alone...
coz being a loner is my nature...
i'll do what i want to, when i want to...
but i wanna stop hurting...
i dun wanna look at you and always feel like crying...
i dun wanna love you and never get to go out with you...
i dun wanna see you frown coz i'm being moody again...
i dun wanna see you cry coz i'm fighting again...

my biggest mistake was getting to know you...
i'm sorry for promising you many things and forcing you to do the same...
i'm sorry i bound my life to you...
if i could turn back time and take back my words, would you still live the same?