i kill you like tempest...

i dunno... i've been getting this violent tendencies...
have i been playing too much prototype?
i wanna kill whoever pisses me...
i wanna free run up buildings...
i wanna jump from the fifteenth storey and land safely...
i wanna do what Alex Mercer can do...

then again... i whacked several groups today...
Marc and Alex helped me(no... not Alex Mercer)...
so i wasn't too badly injured...
but that was a lot of mood spoilers in one single day...
but somehow... i just... was... happy through it all...
violent tendencies again...

holdon... is it... no way... it can't be...
i tot i put him away already...
i'm sure i put him somewhere he can't get out and gain control over me again...
if he really is back... damn he's pissed...
for all y'all who are reading this...
i'm refering to my alter ego...
namely sir HaTe... yes... its my nickname...
given to me by Ira herself who first quelled the beast...
he is really violent and does not hestitate to put you to sleep the violent way...
but somehow... Ira got his attetion and made him go away...
she's really good with this psychology stuff...
<3 her so much for that...

but somehow... i've found my passion to draw again...
the world of imagination just keeps flowing out from me...
and i get excited and cannot hold a pencil and look at a sketchbook...
coz i'll keep drawing and drawing and drawing till i feel like playing games again...
ah... zzz... i spoke too much now haven't i?
time for me to go... hopefully HaTe doesn't bother me while i'm in a weak state now...

H - Hateful
a - anger
T - Tensed
e - evil