i... just can't seem to feel again...
i dunno whats wrong with me...
i... lost... my joy? again?
holy crap...
i learned to celebrate victory in FPS in the most...
unemotional of ways...
you are dead. not big surprise.
huh... damn...
whats wrong with me...
my happiness is just... draining...
more and more...
day by day...
as each memorable event comes...
my smile starts to turn...
i dunno...
it hurts to smile...
it hurts to laugh...
but i dun wanna frown...
whats up with me...
damn... what am i?
a machine?
"oh you got 10% of happiness left. please recharge."?
something like that?
huh... not big surprise...
but... can't i...
just for once...
spend a year of my life...
without even having to fake my smile through the happiness?
it hurts... and if my frens find out i'm faking...
it'd hurt them... i dun wanna hurt them...
my friends smiles are where i take refuge...
where i hide from my life...
and the reality that i...
am just another insignificant being in this world...
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