The Wonderful World of What If's...

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it is a wonderful world of imagination...
the place where you think bout what could have happened...
where you imagine what wll happen if you did this or did that...
a place of regret, fear and happiness for some...

recently, i found myself stuck here...
i dunno why...
i just began asking what if questions...
and found myself stuck in a nvr ending cycle...
i am afraid to take the next step now where my heart is involved...
my fear of mistakes...

(oh hey... i finally found what i fearful of...)

damn... i hate this feeling of uncertainty...

being sure of myself was the one thing that i had liked about me...

but now... i'm hesitant to do so many things involving matters of the heart...

and i can't break out of this stupid cycle of asking what if...

and i fear... i fear like crazy...

i dun wanna compromise any relationship i have made...

girls that i love... i became too close (i dun care if its one sided) to them...

i keep asking what if i went into a relationship with em and failed....

i'd so hate for it to be awkward between us...

damn...

damn...

damn...

damn...

damn...

damn...

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